My breath clouds my vision
On the glass on which I tap
I try to catch attention
Behind the wall by which I’m trapped
I see their joyful laughter,
Happy smiles, brilliant eyes
While I melt into my sadness,
And my heartache and these lies.
I watch the world around them spin around so peacefully.
But behind this glass a war is raging on inside of me.
Pounding will not crack this wall
So I stare at it instead
The longing and the aching hurt
Worse than the Monster in my head.
So I melt into my sadness
And my heartache and these lies
I will sit and watch their happy world
As every part of my soul dies.
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This gave me goosebumps. Ok- it made me cry, too. I have been there. I love you, Stephieface!
I’ve been there, too. Thanks for expressing what so many of us just can’t. It really helps.