Good morning cyber world. Today is going to be a good day. After a week of drowning, of being suffocated by fear, I woke up happy. It always comes as a surprise to me, when I wake up with a desire to be awake. I guess I’m on the incline. It happens. These exhausting cycles of normal and …..really not normal. But I am happy today and I will take advantage of it. My babies are feeling better and running around laughing. It makes my heart swell to see their smiles. It breaks my heart knowing there are days when their smiles go unnoticed while I sit and feel the life being sucked out of me. But we won’t talk about bad things today. Today is good. And am happy. I am going to enjoy my beautiful family today, enjoy the gorgeous weather outside and maybe do some reading. I love to read. So I want to encourage anyone out there who may be suffering….it may have been a long time since you last good day….maybe you don’t even remember it right now….but it will come. And when it does, you will be so thankful you fought for it. So keep fighting. You are loved and you are precious by a God who not only knows what you are going through, but feels it too…
Man, I needed to hear that.
Thanks, Stephanie. You have encouraged me more than you can imagine.